After a day of deliberation, zero relations probability with Julia is now official. It's over. My intuition told me that week three was my final window of opportunity and I missed it. There is nothing left to salvage. On Thursday of week three was the final time she was looking at me then looking down in disappointment. Week four was when I asked her if she wants something to eat and she displayed residual attraction. Week five just passed and now we're entering week six. She's already in the acceptance and moving on phase. This whole Julia business has been a gigantic pain the ass and midterms are coming up, I need to study. Time to ramp up the engine.
(God, rereading the first paragraph makes me sound like a callous asshole. I not so sure about the zero declaration... there goes that indecisiveness again.)
On another note, I met Dean Bailey today. She's nice and an ISTJ too. Conversational exchange was decent though I did notice something. When I asked her if New York was as cold as San Francisco, she paused for approximately 2.5 seconds, indicating that she had to think about what I asked. At the same time I noticed that I said San Francisco off key, so there is a high probability that I screwed up on saying that and she didn't understood. Must modify that.
Addendum: There is something I learned from this. NEVER, EVER immediately determine zero chance with a woman by statistical probability. Next time, I'll explain my circumstances and see if they understand.
Note to self: Start studying, modify speech for clarity and volume increase.
Note to self 2: Never immediately think that you don't have a chance with a woman. Always explain your circumstances. If you're interested in a woman, show that your interested, don't ignore them. Don't give up so quickly.
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