Wednesday, February 9, 2011

FUCK MY LIFE, FUCK MY LIFE!!!

I saw Julia at the review session for accounting.  Stupid indecisive bullshit.  God, should I go after her?  Should I just let her go?  I don't know what course of action I should follow!  I already broke her heart for a year, I should just stay away, but a part of me keeps wondering what if it works out.  What if, but some stroke of magic, God, divine intervention, it could work and I let it slip away.  She's a sorority girl, she could have any guy out there, then why me?!  God damn it, why me?!  Any other guy out there would have jumped at the chance to be with her, but I'm jumping around like a moron.  I hate my personality.

Note to self:  Take a risk, take a chance.

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