I think therefore I am, said Renee Descartes, but what good is thinking when you're crippled by inaction. That is what I am, a thinker, not a doer. I keep watching people go by, laughing, talking, enjoying time with their friends and I keep believing that is what I want. Is it? When people come near, I push away, when they leave, I try to pull them back. Is socializing something I truly want or am I merely trying to assimilate and fit in. This is the tipping point I think... I hope, where I become more of a Sensor driven individual rather than spending my time with my head in the clouds, or up my own ass.
Note to self:
- Cut down on analysis and recon time
- Modify sleep schedule to sleep earlier
- Modify moral system
- Be more aggressive in pursuing and accomplishing objectives
- Do not be afraid of women.
- Stop being an asshole
- Stop giving up so early
- Stop thinking and start doing.
- Stop being so stuck up.
- Be more expressive of emotions, tell others how you feel and how you think.
- Stop being so afraid of everything.
Always remember to move hand when greeting someone.
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