Review

Since last night I've been going through mental records, reviewing what went wrong in my social interactions and such.  First up is Alfonso, I don't understand why he suddenly stopped talking to me, but I think I found the answer.  One night he tapped on my window to greet me, I smiled and waved, and he left.  However, looking through records indicate that he was pointing to my left, which is the door.  I didn't realize it at the time, and looked out my window several minutes later.  He wasn't there.  He might have been hurt by my action (or rather, lack of action.)  Second one is Julia, interactions for this quarter might have fubar'd this up.  My first contact with was, "Julia, are you still pissed off at me? (she responds)  I noticed you kept looking at me and kept pouting for the last three weeks.  (she responds)  Wanna get something to eat?  (she responds, she searches through her tote bag)"  Not exactly the most optimal of conversation.  Word usage were screwed.  My first question immediately set up for dancing around the issue.  When she started searching through her tote bag, I waited a couple of seconds and left without saying good bye or anything.  Another time, when I first saw her in accounting, I immediately turned around and held my head.  She might have interpreted that I was annoyed by her.  That was bad, REALLY BAD.  Doesn't matter now, live and learn.

INTJs: Assholes by day, supervillains by night.

On another note, my body is screwing up.  My metabolism and sex drive is going through the roof.  Can't stop eating and uh, doing stuff.  I can now easily push 200 pounds ten times on the incline bench press for some reason.  I struggled with it before...

Note to self:  Never dance around an issue, and always trust your intuition.  Be more blunt and straight forward.