Don't know why I'm becoming so nostalgic all of a sudden, but I can't help but think about the past for the last few days. This time is with Julie. Julie, the ENFP I met last year was something... different. I've never met anyone like her before. Spunky, spontaneous, aloof, and a fantastic cook. God, she was something. She was attracted to me (I think, can't tell with flirty ENFPs) and I was attracted to her. I wish I was doing this whole reprogramming thing last year. If I was, I would have gone for her like crazy since ENFP are supposedly the holy grail for INTJs. The perfect couple, 90% compatibility rating, the whole shebang. Combine that with our natural attraction towards each other's looks, we could have been something. Too bad she talked crap about me at the beginning of the year. That pretty much ruined everything. I suppose she changed her mind later and started liking me, but I couldn't trust her and held my grudge against her till the end of the year.
I saw her several times last quarter, nothing much, just smiles and hi then bye. I think I saw her one night and walked right past her and her friends. I had that whole blanking out while walking going on and didn't notice her. She said, "Hey man, what's up?" I looked at one of her friends, thought she was talking, didn't recognize her so I kept on walking. Another time I walked right up to her and she had that I'm-looking-to-the-side-because-I'm-blushing look. I walked past her again. That was the last time I saw her. I was hoping to see her again since her birthday was on February 6th, but nothing. Gone. God, I would kill to see her skip down a hallway in her underwear again.
Note to self: Never hold a grudge against a woman, because it's stupid and limits your opportunities.
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