I met Shannon in the laundry room again on Sunday. Conversion went well, and I am more calm this time. Unfortunately, it seems that she has lost all interest in me, but intuition indicates that she thinks that I'm not interested in her so she's not interested in me. It doesn't matter, there was zero categorical matches between us. She's in KKG and applying to be a RA, and I'm... well I'm me. Relations probability is now declared zero. Anyway, I need financial and material resources, without it I can't do anything.
Add-on: Could Shannon have been testing me? She said "I really don't want to carry this [laundry basket]" out loud. Could she have wanted me to help her carry it? Doesn't matter now, what's done is done.
Note to self: Acquire financial and material resources by either getting a job or through stocks. Now about Ameritrade...
Note to self: Do nice things for women you're attracted to. Show that you're attracted to them, don't act "cool." Remember to tilt head and body when talking to somebody taller than you or when you're sitting down.
Observation: Today I cried a little when Andrew cancelled our gym appointment then Shannon pops up again. I guess there is a God. What has he planned for me?
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