Abandon the project?

I have been doing a lot of soul searching the last couple of days.  I've been wondering what this little project/program has given me.  Did it get me anywhere?  Am I making progress?  I already terminated relations with Phoebe, I think Julia is still pissed at me, and I think I pushed away Shannon.  I honestly don't know whether I should continue it or not.  I'll still continue it, but I hope I can make some progress.

Note to self:  Act natural.  Don't smile for too long, otherwise people will think you are annoyed by them.

Note to self 2: Don't be so uptight, loosen up, have fun, screw professionalism.  Stop being so competitive.

Note to self 3: Don't be so quick with others, don't think others as annoyances.