Did well on the quiz for MGT 5 today, and my packages are arriving. Good I guess. Saw Racquel today at Cafe Ventana. I had a brief conversation with her, but it seems that I kind of rushed it. Still haven't seen Julia at the market, I must have memorized her time wrong.
I have been thinking about the past today, thinking about all the people I inadvertently hurt. I just want to apologize to them all.
I'm sorry Katherine, you fell in love with me and I was too much of a coward to say I love you back. I broke your heart, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry Serena Pang, you thought I was angry at you for losing my homework, I never was. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry Susan Hooey, when we were graduating from high school you waved to me and I immediately turned away. I didn't mean to upset you. I should have apologized to you when I saw you at CCSF. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry Lea Limbo, I didn't know what came over me. You were a friend but I treated you like crap. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry Bonnie Cheung. When you waved I didn't wave back. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry Jimmy. I regret all the horrible things I said and done to you over the years. I lead you down a horrible path. I promise I'll make it all better. I'm sorry.
I wish I had cured this social anxiety when I was still with Katherine. I could be with her right now. It's been two years but I still miss her.
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