Handshakes

Weight is still holding, I hope I get to see some more progress so, I think I need a total absolute change in diet just to lose weight.  This is going to become hell really fast.

I've been thinking about the way I shake hands with people.  When I shake hands with people, I tend to look down at the hands and shake.  This wouldn't be an issue, but unfortunately people tend to extend their hands at chest level.  This wouldn't be a problem with men, but with women, they believe that I staring at their boobs.  This could possibly why Stephanie wasn't really doing a proper handshake.  Julia also thought I was staring at her boobs when she was bagging my groceries a year ago.  I need to modify this.

On another note, I think I have a crush on this girl that works at Cafe Ventana.  I think she knows that I'm attracted to her, and her behavior seems to indicate a sort of teasing.  I know that she is just playing, but I'm still nervous around her.  Am I regressing?  I need to push forward.

Note to self:  When shaking hands with people, look down to grab their hand, resume eye contact then shake and smile.

Note to self 2: Know women, love women, trust women, and don't be afraid of women.  Be more compassionate, caring and empathetic.

Note to self 3: Remember to smile even to strangers.