I've been analyzing my behavior for the last week or so. It seems as though my behavior and mentality have been regressing lately. I've been thinking more and more unhappy thoughts and my response towards others have been less than satisfactory. My conversations with Jacob and Eric are decent but I noticed that I ended a conversation with Eric last night by saying yeah, something that I promised to myself not to dol. I also responded to Tony, one of the TAs in my BILD1 class, by saying oh first and I was brief with him. These are things I promised not to do anymore. I hope Tony wasn't offended by my response. I need to keep pushing forward to not regress any further.
I think my relations with Ian is going down the drain. I seen him two times and I did not greet him, but I did greet him every other time. Ian was nice to me, how could I do this to him? He didn't seem happy to see me yesterday. I must maintain good relations.
Note to self: Don't give up keep pushing forward to fight the regression. Forget about Alex, Ben, and Bobby, they are nothing. Maintain good relations with Ian. Remember to smile more.
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