Reanalyzed the final message from "subject" and she was pissed. I really need to reevaluate the way I interact with people, right now it's lulzy, but can't be taken seriously. My interaction with "subject" was like a tug of war that constantly messed with her emotions until she couldn't take it anymore and immediately terminated contact. I also may have shot myself in the foot by showing her my blog. I should have cleaned it up since so many posts could be misinterpreted. Meh, majority of the objectives were accomplished and lots of data was gathered. Still good.
Another thought just came to mind. Something that happened when I was a little kid. It involved the same emotional tug of war. What could have caused it? Was that event the first one that started this or was there something else before it? I need to fix this, I need to correct this.
Update: Nevermind about the whole SunGod thing going well, just discovered a four inch hole in the wall where the door stop should be. Fucking hell. Notified the assistant dean so that I won't have to pay for this shit.
Note to self: Don't do the emotional tug of war with anyone, once a decision is made it's final.
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