It's been only one day since I thought about icing the project, but I already started feeling the effects of regression. When I was ordering something from Burger King at Price Center, the cashier there, Mary, struck up conversation with me. I started stammering and saying the wrong thing immediately. God, this sucks. On another note, I think I bumped into Afsheen the other day. I looked at him and kept on walking. The strange thing was that out of the corner of my eye, he stood there and walked off. Did he say hi to me? Was that even Afsheen? I don't know. Afsheen Islam, if that was you, I'm sorry that I didn't say hi and I'm sorry that I never got to know you better.
I fear the project is leading me nowhere. Conversational output and maintenance is improving, but behavior is not. Despite my loss of faith, keep pushing forward.
Note to self: Don't ignore people. If you think that stranger is someone you know, double check to make sure.
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