I have reestablished contact with Andrew Lum and Ruby Kwong, old friends from my elementary school. They still remember me after all these years, amazing. I missed them so much, and I'm glad to see them, but at the same time, I feel the urge to push away, to run and hide. No, I won't do that, not anymore. They are my friends, I'll stand by them no matter what.
I've been checking out their facebook pages more and more. They're so tight, and integrated, I keep feeling like I missed a big chunk of what my actual life should have been. God, I'm getting too nostalgic, too full of regret and lost choices. Keep moving, look towards the future.
Note to self: Don't run away, don't hide. Don't get too nostalgic.
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