One Wrong Turn

Reading through my blog made me look back on my entire life.  It's been nothing but one kick to the teeth after another.  I doubt many others can do this, but I managed to pinpoint the exact moment my life went to hell.

Near the end of my time at Garfield Elementary school, I found out all of my friends were going to Francisco Middle School, while I was the only one going to Presidio.  I was devastated and depressed.

After that, everything's been slowly going to hell ever since.  Bullied when in Presidio, even by teachers.  Loss all my confidence by the time I graduated.  Lost Rosalyn at George Washington due to ill-timed acne.  Even though she didn't have any issues with it, her shitty cunt of a friend Adena dragged her away.  Suffered from some intestinal disease that made me "leak gas", making everyday a living nightmare where even my teachers started to make fun of me.  Went to CCSF instead of SFSU or the lower UCs like my friends did.  Lost all my friends again and spent the next two years in social isolation.  Met Katherine, fell in love, but was too withdrawn to tell her I felt the same way.  Wanted to go to SFSU like she wanted me to, but forced to go to UCSD.  Met a bunch of girls with Julia and Julie in particular.  Julie says stupid shit, and I hold a grudge against her.  Tried to ask Julia out, but fucked it up and now she hates my guts.  Had another chance with Julie at OVT, but thought I imagined her when she yelled, "Hey wanna get some ice cream?!".  Almost got Julie out of my mind only for her to pop back up. Finally admits feelings for her, sent her the link to my blog, she completely misinterprets it, freaks out, and here we are.  WOOT WOOT!

It's been one kick to the balls after another, all because of that one single decision to go to Presidio rather than Francisco with my elementary friends.  I found and friended my elementary school friends, Ruby and Andrew, about a year ago on Facebook and most of them still talk and hang out.  Hell, they even work together.  It's nice to know I keep getting screwed up the ass every single time.

So what does the universe have in store for me next?

Can't I just be a normal person?  If not, can't I just be put out of my misery.