Trickle, Flow, Flood

Last week before finals week.  Two weeks before graduation.  Nothing much to write about really, before I wrote that I was depressed and couldn't get anything done, but I managed to finish my programming assignment within 3 hours after starting it, several days before it's due.  Strangely it was quite comforting, staring at a computer screen, trying to analyze and solve a problem.  Sigh, should've majored in computer science.

On another note, more results have been generated from the Julie incident.  It seems as though I bottle up my emotions and later release it all in one go.  Like a slowly bursting dam, it starts out as a small trickle then releases everything at once, whether it be anger or affection.  My emotions should be like a stream, constantly flowing, not too weak and not too strong.  Should regulate it.

One minor note I want to add.  During my group presentation for my literature class, when my group and I were in front giving our presentation and had everyone do the activity we gave them, I turned towards Christine and asked her a question.  She answered it and I turned away.  I look back at her and we both make eye contact.  We looked at each other over Jocelyn's head and maintained unblinking eye contact for 7 seconds.  7 whole seconds unblinking, far above the average 2 seconds with any other person.  She breaks eye contact by looking down to the right.  Odd.  Wish I could investigate further.  Whatever it was, it was great working with her.  Goodbye Christine, it was a pleasure meeting and working with you.

Note to self:  Regulate emotions so that it flows smoothly and consistently.