Great, now I can't stop thinking about Julie. I keep wondering why I didn't let go of my grudge, why every time I saw her, this voice in my head keeps going, "nah, that's not her, keep moving." Why do I do this? I'm so afraid of being alone for the rest of my life, but it seems like I'm destroying every chance I get. I wish I could back in time and spent more time with her.
Note to self: Don't be so passive aggressive.
I'm the same way man. Very few women in my eyes are worthy of dating and when I finally get them we click on every level but something makes me push them away....and eventually no matter how well we click they give up and move on...whilst I myself am stuck scratching my head as to what went wrong...
ReplyDeleteAhhh the troubled life of an INTJ lol...