I just Stephanie at the market and immediately walked out. Sigh. In one of my notes to self, I promised not to avoid Stephanie, but I just can't help it. It's like I consciously want to get close to people, but subconsciously I don't want to. When I saw her, I could actually feel my adrenal glands clench up and give a shot to my entire body. I shouldn't avoid her.
On another note, Bryce just left. I totally screwed up saying goodbye to him. I was wearing headphones at the time and he said something, I turned and said see ya. Man, what the fuck am I doing? Stupid, stupid, stupid.
Update: I managed to converse with Stephanie so that should make up for it.
Note to self: DON'T AVOID STEPHANIE! DON'T RUN AWAY FROM HER! When someone is talking to you, take the time to listen to them no matter what you're doing.
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