I made a post before about it was I that have pushed everyone away. I accept that now, my pain, my suffering, my loneliness is caused by myself, no one else. Ian friended me on facebook after I messaged him. He responded once and I sent out a couple of replies. He did not respond and I got upset and unfriended him. Stupid of me to do that. I don't understand why I'm so emotional about things now. I'm not usually like this back in San Francisco. What's going on with me? I have come to terms with what is happening to me, I am the one causing my own suffering and I accept that now. I cannot blame anyone else for my issues and I must now change it.
Addendum: I don't know if I can continue this anymore. I'm becoming more and more emotional since I started this. I don't understand what's going on, is my desire to change myself into an extrovert truly causing all these emotional outbursts?
Note to self: Accept that you are the one responsible for your loneliness, accept it, there is no one else to blame. Fix it. Don't be so emotional about minor things.
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