Given the realization that I have most likely failed my objective, I have decided to tell my family that I'm planning to commit suicide once I reach 35 if I'm not married by then. I'm not sure if I should though, my parents will most likely freak out, but I think my little brother will understand. He's an INFJ and he wishes that he was never born. If I'm not going to tell my parents, I should at least tell him. He will understand. For the last year or so I've been telling my little brother that he should socialize more and make more friends, but he refuses to listen. I'm going to explain to him that the reason I want him to change is because I don't want him to end up like me, I want him to live a good life.
I have already planned, since I was 16, of what to do if I were in a situation like this. I will cobble all the financial resources I can get my hands on and invest it in ways that will help my family. I'm going to write out a plan of how the world will proceed to guide my family. That's all I can do now, plan, execute, wait for my demise.
On another note, I saw Dean Bailey again. I did the meet and greet with her and she asked if I was going to Sun God. I smiled and answered no, all she gave was a hmm and left. What does that hmm mean? Is she screwing with me?
Sounds more like mild concern. Most people aren't up to wild mind games. Occam's razor.
ReplyDeleteI suppose, but her hmm was more like an indifferent or an I don't give a damn kind of hmm. I honestly couldn't tell what it was because I might have accidentally made her upset several months ago. By the way, your wording seems very concise and to the point, are you also an INTJ? Also, nice to meet you.
ReplyDeleteIf she didn't give a damn, why ask?
ReplyDeleteI'm an INFJ. Nice to meet you, too.