It's already three days into the new quarter and I can already feel the overbearing work load. Several days ago, I sent a message to Julie apologizing to her, stating that I should have gone back to her when I had the chance. I don't expect to get a response, but I had to do it anyway to ease my own conscience. I don't know why I do this, constantly foregoing opportunities when I have them only to regret losing them later on. I'm never going to get a girlfriend if I keep acting like an immature selfish jerk. Hopefully with my upcoming appointment with Dr. Poizner, I can find a way to fix that.
I have two quarters left and I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I'm scrambling to apply to various grad schools, though I doubt I'll get accepted. I don't know what job I'm going to get, if I can get one at all. I should have went to SF state and continued to major in engineering. So many regrets, so little time.
Note to self: Stop being an immature selfish jerk. If there is an opportunity, take it.
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