Indecisiveness and Intuition

That whole situation, if you can call it that, with Julie showed my indecisiveness again.  I make a choice and then regret it later and I try to make up for it.  Pathetic.  It's as if none of the personality reprogramming I've done for the last two years made any difference.  This seriously blows.

Two years ago, when I still saw Julie on a almost daily basis, my intuition told me to forgive Julie, otherwise I'll end up regretting it.  I didn't listen and I'm now regretting.  I remember reading that INTJs have an introverted thinking process, so going by occam's razor, I'm guessing it's my thinking side at work.

Should have listened to my intuition.

Note to self:  Always follow intuition.  USE ACTIVE ACTION SPEECH, NOT PASSIVE, WHINY ONES.  NEVER HAVE A DEFEATIST ATTITUDE.