It's the 18th and my new roommates are moving in. I have already met Greg, Spencer, and Cary, two remaining. I already got the feeling Spencer doesn't really like me. Not surprising really, I think I gave off an alert-at-guard kind of vibe. I can already tell that this year, my last year here, is going to be a really lonely one. I really need to be more outgoing around other guys. it seems like I'm more outgoing around women, but constantly on edge around men.
Despite the last two years of meeting new people over and over again, it seems like I am still nervous when meeting new people. A small part of me simply wants to hide away and not have to interact with anyone. Sigh, I wish I hadn't spurned Julie's affection.
Note to self: Smile more and be more outgoing around both genders. Attempt to remain in good relations with Spencer.
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