Summer sessions are over, and I suffered a massive setback in my classes. I seriously think I screwed up my finals. It doesn't matter now, it's over and I'm back home in San Francisco. In two weeks I'll be back in UCSD again finishing my last year there. I don't know why but I broke down into tears today, and memories of my time with Katherine came flooding back. It's been three years, why can't I let go of her? Why can't I forget about her and move on?
Looking around my room has me frightened to the core. Is this where I'll be staying for the next seven to ten years of my life? Could be the place I'll end up for the rest of my life? No, I won't let this happen, I must keep pushing forward, I have to find a great job, and a nice girl to settle down with, I can't give up.
Note to self: Be happy when talking to strangers.
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