I had MGT131B class yesterday and as predicted, Julia was there. No facial expression indication that she's still attracted to me. Sigh, I screwed up so badly during approach, I'm not surprised that she lost interest. I should have never played with her heart and never have half-assed displaying affection. I have to get over it and move on.
What the hell is wrong with me? For some reason, every time I think back to the time where she turned her head and gave that I'm-better-than-you look, I kept thinking about how it affected me. Really? Seriously? Why would I keep thinking about myself when it affected her so badly? Could it be because deep down inside, I'm a narcissistic douche? More lessons to be learned. Move on.
Note to self: Don't be a narcissistic idiot, you are not special. Don't be so insecure. Never half-ass a courtship attempt and always be willing to show affection, it's all or nothing.
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