Ask and Ye Shall Receive

I saw her, I just saw Julie.  I was walking back to my dorm and when I walked pass the RIMAC, I bumped into her.  She was jogging towards the direction I came from.  We didn't make eye contact, but when I looked at her eyes, she was looking upwards away from me and jogged pass me.  I think she noticed me.  Based on her eye direction, does she still have feelings for me?  Or am I reading too much into this?  Even if she did, what am I to do?  I don't even know the answer.  Seeing her this time was different.  Unlike before where her face was nothing but a blur, her face was crystal clear.  The pale orange light of the street lamps lit up her face, allowing me to see every minute detail of her.

This is pretty damn funny.  Just two days ago when Julie was still on my mind, I looked up and made a casual prayer, asking God to let me see Julie again so I can say goodbye, and now here we are.  One heck of a coincidence.  I never considered myself to be a full blown spiritual person, though I do believe there is some form of higher power out there.  So does this prove it?  Is there an actual higher power and is the voice in my head actually from a higher being?  Heh, one heck of a question to ask.

Aside from this event, there is nothing really significant.  I'm done with my second midterm and my last one is tomorrow.  Gotta study.  I went to Cafe V after seeing Julie and I saw Erin Robertshaw.  She was the cashier at the time.  I approached and paid for my stuff and left.  I experienced no palpitations nor any nervousness even though she's smoking hot.  I couldn't detect anything off from her either.  Her voice was soft and I did notice that she stared at me a bit before I went up to pay, though that could only be in my mind.  Heck I don't even know if she was actually attracted to me or was just screwing around from before.  Doesn't matter, not my concern.  Another thing was that the big black dude who use to handle the pizzas said hi to me.  Odd, two years and he still remembers and greets me.  This is one surreal night.

I asked for the chance to see Julie again so that I could say goodbye.  Whatever fulfilled my wish, whether it be a deity, fate, coincidence or just pure luck, I have to keep my end of my wish.  Goodbye Julie, I...We should have taken a different path.  I wish you the best.

Note to self:  Pray to God for a billion dollars.