Flyers people, a bunch of pushy people constantly pushing themselves into your face on library walk. Annoying to say the least. Unfortunately, one managed to get my attention enough to start talking to me. She tried to get me to donate some money by talking about her program. She tried to strike a normal conversation but later self analysis, I realized I was just staring at her the entire time and she cut right to the chase after she noticed my staring. Stupid of me. I may be annoyed, but I should at least act socially normal. Am I starting to regress again? I think this thing with Julie is making my emotional suppression conditioning go into overdrive. When I was trying to enter the door of my ochem class, some girls were coming out and I had to hold the door open for them. I noticed one them were giving a freaked out look at me. Self recollection at the time indicated that my face was in a hyper concentrated mode, the INTJ mode. I have to let go and not let the event with Julie affect my progress.
On another note, I realized that I can't return my stupid wingtip shoes that I bought for the job fair. There were decals under it and it got all scratched up and I now can't return them. Great, there goes $50.
Note to self: Let go of Julie, don't let her affect you. Relax, don't hyper concentrate.
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