I found the answer to my question whether to listen to my intuitive side or my thinking side. The answer is that I need to listen to both. When it comes to relationships and romance, my thinking side is too pessimistic and incapable of understanding others, my intuitive side on the other hand is a natural in understanding what to do. So it's best to listen to my intuitive side when dealing with people and my thinking side when dealing with technical issues. The problem remaining now is that I can't tell the difference between the two.
I'm thinking about last night when I bumped into Julie. I kept wondering what I would have done if she said something. I then realized I would have done nothing. Nothing at all because I'm a fucking coward and I'm pathetic. I hate myself. She was practically thrown into my lap and what did I do with it? Nothing, no, worse than nothing, I destroyed because of my pettiness. I'm a loser, I suck, I hate myself.
Note to self: STOP BEING SUCH A FUCKING PUSSY. BE MORE FORTHCOMING WITH WOMEN.
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