I saw Stephanie again tonight at the market. I greeted her and her body language indicated that she lost all interest in me, probably due to the way I acted several days ago. Sigh, should have acted more interested. Honestly, in the past, I would've brushed it off and thought it was nothing and considered it irrelevant. But with this whole trying to be a better communicator thing, it seems like I'm failing pretty badly. I just don't understand why I can't relax around women.
On another note, the other Stephanie, Bryce's girlfriend, seems to argue a lot with Bryce. They might be having trouble in their relationship. Relationships, truly wonderful.
I think I'm regressing on a serious level. The way I acted towards Stephanie, forgetting to say something as simple as good bye, tells me I'm losing it. I think that my time spent on the internet and in front of a computer is causing me to regress. I'm going to spend more time offline and stick in the real world from now on.
Note to self: When saying goodbye to someone, make sure they see your wave and hear your bye.
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