Current progress in my ability to socialize with others have me worried. It seems as though that after hitting a plateau, my reactions, such as my smiling, conversations etc start to come off as a little fake and I think people can detect it. Nonetheless, it has helped me make acquaintance with others around campus. One is called Henry, a freshman computer engineer. I doubt I'll see him again, but my conversation with him when I met him at OVT came off convincingly as genuine and sincere. Another, Kevin, in my MGT 135 class, seemed to act normal around me, which is good. I still need to continue and push forward with my progress.
Current relations with roommates has pretty come down to a cold stand still. It's not hostile, but it's not friendly either, it's more akin to mutual courtesy toward strangers. Honestly, I should feel upset, but I don't, they're irrelevant. I'm actually looking forward to next week's meeting with Dr. Poizner. He may be new, but it seems like he genuinely cares about helping me cure my problem. I hope he is effective in doing so.
Note to self: Be genuine in your emotions and feelings.
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