Clean Break

I keep bumping into people that I treated poorly in the past.  My social anxiety, combined with my less than stellar responses to people that want to socialize with me, have created a lot of enemies.  I understand, I would be pissed too if I was treated the way I treated them.  I'll try to apologize to Julia if I see her.  After that, I start fresh, if people want to socialize and talk to me, I'll socialize back.  If girls are interested in me I'll socialize with them too even though I have no interest in them, I'll stop acting like a jerk and stop ignoring them.  Clean slate, tabula rasa starting now.