再见

Interaction with Clarissa today went decently, but unfortunately she didn't know how the accounting minor was structured.  I told her it was structured like a series, requiring one course before the next one.  She thought she could take several of the classes simultaneously and hoped to graduate within this year.  Several minutes later she rushed out during class, she mentioned something about seeing a counselor.  Great.

Started raining today, right after several days of a heat wave.  Fantastic.  I guess there is a God and he has an ironic sense of humor.

I saw Phoebe again today in my Econ 100C class.  I waved to her and the response I got was a "oh great, he saw me, I really don't want to be here" kind of look.  You know, I'm sick and tired of this bitch.  When I first met her she thought I was attracted to her, I NEVER was.  Every time she needed help, every time she wanted me to take notes, I did to help her.  Then one day she accuses me of cheating to get into UCSD.  I always help everyone, men and women, and no, I don't do it to get in some girl's pants.  When I was younger and I needed help, no one ever helped me so I try my best not to be like those kinds of people.  When Phoebe needed help, I was always there.  Hell, during the summer she wanted to borrow my calculator so I went out of my way to help her, walking from one side of the campus to another in the burning sun.  When she was stressed out that she might have bombed the Econ 110B final, I was the one who told her to relax and that everything will be alright.  All this for a "friend".

I sent her the text several days ago apologizing hoping for a fresh start, hoping that she and I will be better friends.  Screw it, I'm tired of her bullshit.  Phoebe is one of the most manipulative and pathetic cunts I have ever met.  Since I'm trying to start my life anew, she'll be the first one to go.  Clean slate, tabula rasa.  I won't let my experience with Phoebe affect relations with Clarissa, that is if she is still going to do the accounting minor.