It's been six days since I've came back to San Francisco. It's cold but it's nice to see my family again. Nothing much is happening, I'm studying for the GMAT and there's a couple of other projects I'm hoping to complete before I I go back. Mn, I've got two quarters left, 6 months, before I graduate, then it's either off to graduate school or bust my ass for the next forty years of my life working. Time has passed by too fast.
Before I left, I said goodbye to Cary and Greg. They're really nice guys and we talked a bit. Greg raised his hand for a high five and I gave one. Unfortunately, I didn't remember to smile while I did it and I got the feeling Greg was a little unnerved by it. The whole smiling, bonding and affection thing still remains foreign to me. I'm pretty annoyed at my inability to make this a natural part of my behavior. Constantly having to remind myself to do it is annoying.
Two days after I got back, my parents and I went to get new phones. It was proven to be a fruitless endeavour. When we got back, I was helping my dad some stuff and he made some joke. I looked at him and laughed at the joke. Later on, I overheard my dad asking my mom, "What's up with him?" Apparently I gave off the whole INTJ death stare thing and he misinterpreted. Wow, I've become so detached that now even my parents are confused by my facial expressions. This was unexpected, a definite blow to how much progress I thought I was making. This sucks.
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