Finals

It's finals week.  Just a couple more days and I finally get to go home.  Finally, this quarter can't end any faster.  It's been nothing but a nightmare for the last three months.

Several weeks ago, Greg made me some Armenian BBQ.  It was awesome and he's an awesome guy for doing that.  When we were eating, we started talking about school and other stuff.  We must have talked for about an hour.  It felt... great, it was as though I was a normal person and the way I acted was completely normal.  Cool.  It's progress I guess.  There is however a disturbing development.  I noticed that my treatment of people is not equal.  When it comes to women, I'm starting to slip more and more.  Every time I talk to or look at a woman, I can't help but feel a sense of distrust and a sense of apathy.  It's as though I'm seeing women as something other than human, something more akin to a computer program or a sentient mannequin.   Something that can be disregarded.  I shouldn't view women or anyone for that matter this way.  I have to find a way to stop it before it gets worst.  I've already pissed off a bunch of girls, I don't want to continue that anymore.

Note to self:  Treat women the same way you treat guys.