Shallow

An old friend of mine contacted me through facebook a few days ago.  It was great to talk to him again and it came as a complete surprise to me.  However, it always seem like that after one message they completely ignore me.  It was the same thing my old friend.  He asked how I was doing and I responded, I asked him how he was doing and it there was... nothing, no response whatsoever.  Sigh.  I always that my relationships with other people were shallow, never anything deep even back when I was able to comfortably socialize with others.  I don't blame them, I blame myself for never making a deeper connection.  Now that I want to, I doubt can any more.