I went to this grad school info session last night on the fifteenth floor of the Village west tower. Simply amazing, the view up there was breathtaking and the rooms up there looked like it just opened up. Sadly, the career services center person never showed up, too bad. At least there was free Subway, so it was free dinner for the night. Darvarsh was also there, I got a glimpsed at him a bit and I stared off into the distance. I think he waved bye to me as he was leaving. Why didn't I say bye? I don't get it. It's like how I was back when I first started. Am I starting to regress again?
Ever since Julie left, I've been replaying to myself what she said a long time ago, "I don't really like Jason", over and over again to myself. She's gone, there's nothing I can do, it was my fault, it's time to let go. I hope I can let go.
Note to self: Maintain good relations with everyone, know when to stop a conversation.
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