I sent Julie a message through facebook asking if she and I can talk. No response for one week and she immediately avoided eye contact when I saw her monday. I sent her this:
I guess I should have said something that night last week. I was never good with words, even less so when it comes to talking face to face. I was so nervous, I froze up and didn't know what to say.
You wanna know what's the crappiest thing about this whole situation? Me walking away from you that day near OVT last summer wasn't intentional. Remember that message I sent congratulating you on graduating? I thought you had already graduated and moved away. When I saw and heard you that day near OVT, I thought I was imagining and hearing things so I kept on walking. I didn't even know you were still at UCSD until I was goofing off on facebook and stumbled onto your social psychology class's facebook page during the fall and saw your post. Great huh?
I wrote this on my crappy little blog three days before your supposed "graduation", there were also other posts.
http://intjucsd.blogspot.com/2011/06/julie-tu-bunni3tu.html
I should have gotten over this a long time ago. Whenever you're graduating, congrats.
Final goodbyes. So much for the possibility of being together.
Note to self: Modify waiting for response to two weeks.
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