Even though it's finals week, I'm still pouring over the remaining data from Julia. Every bit of information concerning face to face interaction have been analyzed and filed. One thing I did notice is the pattern of losing girls within the time frame of about 10 months. Every girl that have fallen for me, usually lose interest around 10 months. Not surprising honestly, it seems though I have this mental block that stops me from showing any interest in them even though I am. I always turn stone cold and stoic, making them believe that I'm not interested in them. Then only at last minute I start show emotions, and by then it's too late. It's my stupid recon and analysis time that's taking up time.
On another note, I saw Erin R. at Cafe Ventana behind the food trays serving food. She did a "double take" when she saw me. A double take is when someone see someone they know, look away thinking it was a stranger, then look back after realizing it is someone they know. She did that... to me. Does this lend credence that she is actually attracted to me? Don't know, most unlikely. On the other hand, would she have done a double take on one of the other Cafe V. regulars? Bah, doesn't matter, even if she was, nothing will happen, the last thing I need is another Julia incident.
Note to self: If you're interested in someone, show that you're interested. Love is irrational, so you must be irrational and illogical when it comes to love. When it comes to love and attraction, be more spontaneous and less professional. Be more affectionate, and expressive of emotions. You cannot expect people to act a certain way and wait for them to act, you must be the one actively pursuing because time is of the essence. Be more proactive and decisive. Don't doubt yourself. Remove that mental block. Show emotions. Take the next step, take the big leap. Never play with a woman's emotions. Never put your job, objectives or goals ahead of the woman you love, they always come first. Never reference Matthew McConaughey movies ever again.
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